Ayn Rand
2499. |
The pavement
It’s only a bottle cap, thought Wynand looking down at a speck of glitter under his feet; a bottle cap ground into the pavement. The pavements of New York are full of things like that — bottle caps, safety pins, campaign buttons, sink chains; sometimes — lost jewels; it’s all alike now, flattened, ground in; it makes the pavements sparkle at night. The fertilizer of a city. Someone drank the bottle empty and threw the cap away. How many cars have passed over it? Could one retrieve it now? Could one kneel and dig with bare hands and tear it out again? I had no right to hope for escape. I had no right to kneel and seek redemption. Millions of years ago, when the earth was being born, there were living things like me: flies caught in resin that became amber, animals caught in ooze that became rock. I am a man of the twentieth century and I became a bit of tin in the pavements, for the trucks of New York to roll over.
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2496. |
Indifferent eyes
They did not think he was worthless. They simply did not care to find out whether he was good. Sometimes, he was asked to show his sketches; he extended them across a desk, feeling a contraction of shame in the muscles of his hand; it was like having the clothes torn off his body, and the shame was not that his body was exposed, but that it was exposed to indifferent eyes.
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2497. |
The pose
She held the pose long enough to let him suspect that it was a deliberate pose deliberately planned.
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2498. |
The Council of American Writers
Lois Cook was chairman of the Council of American Writers. It met in the drawing room of her home on the Bowery. She was the only famous member. The rest included a woman who never used capitals in her books, and a man who never used commas; a youth who had written a thousand-page novel without a single letter o, and another who wrote poems that neither rhymed nor scanned; a man with a beard, who was sophisticated and proved it by using every unprintable four-letter word in every ten pages of his manuscript; a woman who imitated Lois Cook, except that her style was less clear; when asked for explanations she stated that this was the way life sounded to her, when broken by the prism of her subconscious — “You know what a prism does to a ray of light, don’t you?” she said. There was also a fierce young man known simply as Ike the Genius, though nobody knew just what he had done, except that he talked about loving all of life.
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2495. |
I don’t care whether you agree with me or not— You know, — he said, — you would sound much more convincing if you spoke as if you cared whether I agreed with you or not. — That’s true, — said Roark. — I don’t care whether you agree with me or not. — He said it so simply that it did not sound offensive, it sounded like the statement of a fact which he noticed, puzzled, for the first time. — You don’t care what others think — which might be understandable. But you don’t care even to make them think as you do? — No. — But that’s… that’s monstrous. — Is it? Probably. I couldn’t say. |